miércoles, abril 04, 2012

Bisikan Hati

Salam.


Di lab 3120 Bangunan Kimia, menjelang sore.


Judul entri di atas, sejujurnya merupakan judul yang sama, dari satu entri yang baru ku baca di blog salah satu lelaki paling penyabar yang pernah ku kenal. Entri penuh kedewasaan yang bercerita tentang besarnya arti bisikan hati. Entri yang membuktikan bahwa, bisikan hati bisa jadi merupakan pertanda yang tidak kita duga, sesuatu yang istimewa, tetapi tidak menutup kemungkinan bahwa ia juga mungkin hanyalah mainan perasaan.


Entri tersebut bercerita tentang bisikan hati yang dirasakannya terhadap seorang perempuan 6 tahun yang lalu. Bisikan yang hanya disampaikan melalui mata, namun tersimpan kemas dalam hati. 6 tahun kemudian, takdir membawa kenyataan, bahwa si perempuan, yang telah menjadi isterinya saat ini, turut memiliki bisikan hati yang sama, di saat yang sama, 6 tahun yang lalu..


Subhanallah, Maha Suci Allah dengan segala perancanganNya :)


Sebuah entri yang memiliki makna yang sangat dalam bagiku. Karena entri ini mengingatkanku tentang diriku sendiri dan bisikan hati yang ku pendam bertahun lamanya.


Seperti mimpi yang tidak mudah untuk ditafsir, aku pun tidak yakin tentang suara yang "ku pikir" bisikan hati ini. Bertahun meyakininya, kini aku mulai tidak percaya dan menganggapnya sebagai khayalan yang berlandaskan nafsu semata. Siapalah diriku yang hendak mentafsir bisikan hati. Terlalu naif untuk berpikiran demikian..


Karena itu, tanpa berniat untuk kembali meyakini ataupun membenci "bisikan hati" yang pernah membuatku menyukai seorang lelaki tanpa balas, dalam entri ini, aku hanya ingin menuliskannya. Sebagai pengingat bagi diriku sendiri, jika suatu hari nanti aku terlupa.


Bahwa aku, "ku pikir pernah" mendengar bisikan hatiku sendiri, di suatu malam, di penghujung bulan Juli, ketika menatap seorang lelaki. Dan bisikan hati itu berkata: "He's gonna be my husband"..




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Me, used to be a dreamer  :)

lunes, abril 02, 2012

Colmar Tropicale

Salam.

Mengawali  bulan April dengan entri jalan-jalan :)

Satu minggu setelah entry di bawah, pada hari Ahad yang indah, abg Airol yang merupakan teman kpd kakak sulung sy, berbaik hati mengajak jalan-jalan ke Colmar Tropicale ini.

Nampak dari depan


Nampak dari belakang


Resort dengan tema kota Perancis pada zaman pertengahan ini terletak di Berjaya Hill, dekat dengan Janda Baik di Bentong. Boleh ditempuh dalam masa 1 jam dari KL dan  lebih kurang 1.5 jam dari Bangi. *bergantung kepada kelajuan kereta tentunya ;)
Dekat, tetapi walaupun telah 5 tahun menetap di Bangi, ini merupakan pengalaman sy yang pertama. --"

Menurut info, (klik sini), resort ini terletak 2700 kaki di atas permukaan laut. Cukup tinggi tetapi tetap terasa panas --" Berbeza dengan Janda Baik yang memang betul-betul seperti Bandung. (*ouch, suddenly miss Bandung). Masa datang hari tu, kebetulan hujan, jadi awal-awal sejuk. Tapi setelah hujan berhenti, panas la pulak. Hiks



Colmar Tropicale ini terbagi menjadi dua, tempat ini:




dan tempat ini



yang bisa dicapai dengan trem yang bergerak setiap 30 minit drp bas stop berdekatan.

Tempat ini menyenangkan, menenangkan dan menyejukkan mata yang memandang. Sesuai untuk yang ingin berbulan madu, kerana tersedia bilik-bilik yang boleh disewa, dann juga sesuai untuk melepaskan keletihan pada hujung minggu akibat bekerja pada hari-hari lainnya.
Apapun, for me, this is the place where I want my prewedding pictures to be taken. Wuehehehe

Furthermore, just enjoy the pictures! TTYL :)

written by:
me, that love travelling :)

lunes, marzo 26, 2012

Pulau Perhentian :)

Salam.

Entry ketiga di bulan Maret. Alhamdulillah :)

Seminggu yang lalu, hari Jumaat, Sabtu dan Ahad, pegi ke Kelantan dan Terengganu dengan Persatuan Pelajar Indonesia di UKM :)

Hari Juma'at berangkat dari Panggung Seni UKM pukul 9 mlm, sampai di Kelantan pukul 5 pagi di R&R Gua Musang.

Hari Sabtu, pagi lawatan ke UMK Kampus Jeli.


Siang bolong, ke Rantau Panjang, which is quite near from Jeli. Terus, jalan kaki ke Thailand. Wahaha..
Finally, sampai juga ke negara tetangga satu ini ^^


Sore, jalan-jalan di pasar malam di Kota Bahru, trus check in di Impiana Hotel, Pengkalan Chepa.

Minggu pagi yang indah, ke Kuala Besut, trus menyeberang ke Pulau Perhentian. Woot woott :)



Dan ini lah foto-foto Pulau Perhentiannya yang ga berhenti bikin mulut menganga :) Subhanallah cantiknya gan! 



Semua foto belong to Sambung Galaxy Note Ali yang keren :)


Pulang dari pulau Perhentian, mampir ke UMT bentar, foto-foto.

Pulang dari UMT, nyari kerupuk losong asli Terengganu yang emang suedeepp itu.

Trus, makan malam di Dungun, dan pulang ke UKM.

Now, looking forward for another trip with PPI to Pulau Redang, next three weeks ;). Weehoooo!

TTYL

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Excited me :)

jueves, marzo 08, 2012

Jealous itu..

Salam.


Entry kedua di bulan Mac. Alhamdulillah urat rajin tengah keluar. :)
Tengah hari ini, teringin bahas tentang perasaan jealous a.k.a sifat cemburu yang merupakan salah satu sifat manusia yang sangat manusiawi.


Berdasarkan pengetahuan saya, sifat cemburu, hadir dalam pelbagai bentuk, tapi pada entry ini saya nak bincang satu saja la, sifat cemburu yang membabitkan seorang lelaki dan dua orang perempuan atau satu orang perempuan dan dua orang lelaki. Dalam bahasa pergaulan, pakwe jeles ngan kawan lelaki awek die atau awek die jeles dengan kawan perempuan pakwe die.


FYI, saya ialah perempuan yang seringkali 'terkena' perkara sebegini. Sejauh ini sudah 3 kali, saya terasa hati dengan kawan rapat kerana pertemanan selama ini harus terhenti hanya karena pasangan mereka cemburu dengan saya. Oh perlukah?


No chatting on YM, Gtalk, FB or anything, no tagging at FB, no twitter reply, only call or message through phone, which surely be rejected or deleted while they're with their couples.
Though I still can contact them, for me, the communication is already off.


Dari segi positif, saya mungkin patut berbangga terhadap diri saya, karena ini bermakna saya sungguh manis sehingga menyebabkan pasangan teman saya tersebut risau bahawa saya akan merampas pasangan mereka. Tetapi dari segi negatif pula, saya merasa yang teman-teman rapat saya tersebut tidak menghargai pertemanan kami selama ini. Bertahun-tahun berteman ternyata tidak membawa sebarang kesan di hati mereka dan itu fikiran tersebut menjauh saya jaaaauhhh lebih terasa hati  :(


Bagi saya, rasa cemburu terhadap pasangan itu perlu, memang perlu sebab ia bentuk rasa sayang pasangan kita terhadap kita. Tapi mungkin ada satu hal yang pasangan teman-teman rapat saya terlupa, bahawa semua yang berlebihan itu tidak baik.


Di dalam bahasa Jakarta a.k.a Indonesia modern, this condition is called Cemburu Lebay. Hahaha


Dalam hal sebegini, saya sangat menyokong apabila lelaki atau perempuan yang menjadi kawan kita tersebut, mampu memberikan peranannya yang tersendiri. Tetap menjaga hubungan baik dengan kawan rapat dan memberikan penjelasan secukupnya kepada pasangannya agar tercipta keadaan yang disebut 'win win solution'. Tidak ada yang terasa hati dan perhubungan pun masih kekal. Tetapi sayang, tidak semua lelaki ataupun perempuan menyadari hakikat ini, paling tidak ketiga teman rapat saya tidak.


:)


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Saya yangmencintai persahabatan saya dan masih terasa hati.

miércoles, marzo 07, 2012

A prince and his white horse :)

In 2009:
First quarter of the year, I met a PRINCE! ♥
How cool is that? :)
Half of the year, destiny brings us closer and closer.
Never imagine that those will happened though :)
July, accidentally fell in love with him.. ♥
End of the year, wide SMILE on my face each and everyday! :)


In 2010:
Life never seems as good as those days ♥
I wanna repeat each and every day :D
I'm in LOVE with him completely ♥
FULL OF LOVE! FULL OF LOVE!


In 2011:
The distance brings us apart..
Trying my best to keep the relationship going,
however, it's still turn bitter.. :(
Some sweetness come one by one though.
But it just not enough.
Half of the year, somehow I knew I've lose him.
The end of the year, I cannot feel the warmness anymore :'(

In 2012:
January : I'm just pretending everything will be back to previous years.
February : I'm not even sure what am I waiting for. :'(
I just cannot bear the sadness.
March : I love him enough to let him go..
Because I'm not his princess and life isn't a fairy tale. Life is just not a fairy tale :')


Anyway, glad to know you though, will never regret every seconds spent with you, and your white horse. :)


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A little bird with broken wings. Soon will recover and starts to fly again :)

viernes, noviembre 25, 2011

Travelling to Singapore in a Different Mode

Salam.


This entry is about what had happened to me, last week. Before Wednesday, November 16th 2011, my journeys to Singapore were always accompanied by my family members or friends and it is in a HAPPY mode as we always planned to do window shopping or taking pictures or simply said, refreshing there. But what happened last week, was totally different.




This entry was all about the Chinese-look girl standing beside me. This picture was taken on 2009, when she and her mother visited us at Malaysia, and then toogether, we visited Singapore. Her name is Eka Pratiwi. She is my mother's friend only daughter. We are not blood-connected, but because we have a good relationship, later in this entry, I'll just assumed her as my cousin and her mother as my aunt.


The story started when Eka and his boyfriend's family visited Singapore for a short 2-days-only trip. They (7adults and 2 babies) arrived at Singapore on November 11th, 2011 at night. They rented a house just near the Steven Roads. On November 12th, 2011, they planned to find some foods for breakfast by walking along the pedestrian line together while enjoying the forest-in-the-middle-of-city landscape of Singapore. When suddenly a van, in a high speed, hit them from behind.


Two adults were seriously injured. Eka's-sister-in-law-to-be passed away at the moment before she could be brought to the hospital, while Eka, underwent comma in Tan Tock Seng Hospital for 6 days before she also passed away on November 18th, 2011.


I didn't know what was really happened at Singapore until my mom called me on November 13th. She informed me about the accident and asked me to go to Singapore if I had free time, to visit Eka and to accompany my aunt, give moral support and else. Find my boss, asking for permission from work for 3 days and I headed to Singapore on November 16th, 2011, 12pm, alone. At the same day, my sister, my brother in law and my nephew were also headed to Kelantan, for visiting a relative that also in a critical condition.


The bus stopped at Golden Mile Complex, at Beach Road. From there, I took taxi and reached Tan Tock Seng Hospital around 8.30pm. Saw her for the first time, lying in her hospital bed, I was speechless and shocked. She still unconscious and her body was full of wires.
http://us.detiknews.com/read/2011/11/19/095552/1770817/10/dua-wni-dikabarkan-tewas-tertabrak-mobil-di-singapura


I'll make this entry short.


On November 17th, 2011, me, my aunt, and Eka's boyfriend's family, went to a police station to do some report. I accompanied my aunt to make reports since my aunt could not speak English fluently. Though I always go to police office (my mom works at police office), it is the first time in my life I did all the report things and stuffs.


On November 18th, 2011, in the morning, Doctors of Eka, met us and explained to us that her condition was getting worse. They also said that that day was the determination day, whether she could survive or not. A very very sad moment, when my aunt was just like she could collapse anytime. :'(


We surrounded her bed most of the time at that day, read Surah Yassin and prayed for her. Saw the number of her blood pressure, her oxygen intake of her lungs, her brain pressure in the screen near her bed, went up and down, brought nightmares to all of us. It was 8.30pm, when all of us, went to down to the cafe to have dinner. It's only five minutes at the cafe, when the nurse called us and all of us went upstairs in a mix feeling. Once we reached her room, the unstable numbers on the screen just now were all 0 and the nurse said, she already passed away just a few minutes ago. She died because of severe brain damage, lungs infection, broken heart and some broken bones. A very, very, very said moment when you have to hug a mother that just lost her only daughter. :'(


On November 19th, 2011, in the afternoon. After underwent the autopsy, me, my aunt, her families and an Ustadzah, went to a Masjid near Kranji, to wash Eka's body and to wear her the kafan. Though I have seen the wash processing of a body (when my father passed away), this moment was truly, truly different. It is my another first experience that I won't forget for the rest of my life.


A moment after that, we did the solat Jenazah together and read Surah Yassin again. On 11.30pm, on the same day, I took bus back to KL while Eka's body and all her family members, would take flight to Jakarta, then to Palembang for the funeral, the next morning.


Well, that was all my experience last week. This incident told us how life's truly unpredictable and you should use your age at your best. Because no one knows, when Israil will fetch us.


Last, goodbye to Eka and yuk Etty, may your souls rest in peace there and Allah accept all your good deeds. Amin. Al-Fatihah.




Silv3r

martes, noviembre 15, 2011

New Template Design

Salam.

Been searching new template designs for this blog for the last 1 hour. Have planned to change it a looong time ago but just find the suitable time now (read: just finished one of my mid semester exam :) ).

Found some interesting templates but I think I forget how to edit it. Pheww! Tried few times but it ended up just like what you see just now. Only can used the templates provided by the blog, though I wanna use the one I found on other websites.

FYI, I really wanna use my signature of just my ID at the end of each entry just like this blog,

And after few searching, I think I wanna use this template

However, as I mentioned, I totally forgot what to copy, where to paste, how to edit, so that I can finally screaming YEAY! as my blog got its new so-really-me design.

Okay, gotta find a friend who's good at it tomorrow. Or someone wanna help? Will very much appreciate it. :) Hehe. Hope to see you soon with my newest blog. :)

TTYL,


Silv3r